How can life do this to you? Just throw you bones, throw you options & choices, then.... suddenly nothing. Just space & time to think about the nothingness. And it'll kill you. The emptiness that fills you, the yearning that you have for something substancial is crazy. So when you find it, like I have... you still can't believe it. You feel threatened towards the littlest things cause you're defending what you want to keep. What you want to obtain & save as yours. It's a very defensive position--love is. Insane. You want to protect and serve what you worked hard to get. Because it's yours and it belongs to you.
Tell me love isn't grand.
